Missing Ian

2 weeks to go until my boyfriend gets back from the US. Hes been away for 5 weeks and i have to admit that I'm really NOT enjoying him being away.

He's not been in touch much so that makes it even harder. He has been really busy - fucking SUCKS

I feel like when he comes home its not going to be good enough. I dunno. I know he hated being home last time and couldnt wait to go out again. Feeling a bit redundant i guess

never mind....